Your biggest regret

Model: Madalina S.

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I'm still behind with this photosession, I hope to edit some more soon. I have some ideas but I need free time to work on the images. Please be patient with me :) 

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We get to points in our lives where some things seem to  have never happened. Memories fade away, especially words. But with a bit of effort images, sounds, feelings (mostly feelings) can revive and feel so fresh again. Sometimes they look better than they were. Sometimes we think "Oh, but that wasn't SO bad, why was I making such a fuss of it?". Sometimes we even laugh of how fool we where a while ago. But sometimes we don't. Sometimes, this kind of things can grow us sad. Sometimes we're ashamed of certain things that happened to us. Sometimes we miss good old times and wish to relive them. Not necessarily to repeat them, but turn back in time and feel the very moments alive again. 

Some of those things we try to leave way behind us, totally forget them if it's possible. Each time they pop up in our souls, we shut them down and hide them in the deepest and darkest of the corners. Because we don't want to get stuck in a cycle of old memories that will only stop us from looking towards the future. And again, there are sweet memories that we can't and don't want to forget. And I think the most beautiful thing of it is that each and every little of these memories are part of us, whether we love them or try to think they never happened. 

I sometimes regret some things from my past. But then again, I get to the idea they made me who I am now, good or bad, so why regret it? Sounds clicheic, but I really relate to it. It makes me understand more about who I was, what  have I become and what I would like to become. 

I don't even know how I got to this point. I was melancholic for a short moment, began writing about how we try to make some of our memories disappear and then ... ran off the rails. :)) I guess it's because I'm extremely tired and longing for 'my' cosy temporary bed. And the upper right petit (I ♥ this word!) thumbnail looks like a bug when focusing on writing so I have a constant feeling that a horrible cockroach is climbing my laptop (I'm having a pest problem in my room so.. yeah, I'm developing a paranoia with these stupid bugs). 

Oh well, I hope to come back with an interesting article soon. I quite miss blogging these days. Perhaps it'll pass :)) 

In the meanwhile, I'm curious what are your life biggest regrets? 

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